Long time no update! Just wanted to hop on and say that Minnesota has temporarily stolen DJ Squigy0h from the Squigy0h Radio show out in MD. He arrived Tuesday and is staying till Friday.
Tonight, we did a rather fun, yet raunchy radio show here at the studios of my LPFM Project “Energy 87.9″ which was relayed on Liquid Radio out of Duluth. Good times were had, but that was all about to change.
Evidently, my home phone number was given out in a Yahoo Chat Room. Not an extremely bad deal normally, as I can usually deal with it. Tonight was a bit different. One of the people in the chat room was my former best friend’s ex-husband, who is apperantly now living in Shakopee. This is the same friend that I had spent a great deal of time dwelling on in this very blog circa 2004. For those of you who would like to catch up on the story, it is available in the archives circa August 2004.
Now I had not spoken to anyone involved in that whole situation for almost a year and a half at this point, and he wants to start hanging out with me now, presumably to get back at his now ex-wife. I’m flattered, as I must have really pissed her off to get that much attention over a year later!!
I’m thinking I might catch up with him, but a bigger peice of me is saying “stay away, stay far far away”. The reason is that I am literally a completely different person than I was back then. Back then, I was happy showing up to pay my bills, with no real future plans anywhere in sight. Now, I have been a full time student on the honor roll since August (exactly 1 year after, for those of you keeping score). I don’t feel that association with this person would be in my best interest now, as I barely have enough time for my personal, and small but existing current social life. My goals have changed from hanging out at bars and such to studying, and trying to get my MCSE from Microsoft in the next 2+ years. Not only that but I have even quit smoking, even if it is only a week ago that I did.
But part of me is curious to get into that “other side” of things, to see why exactly I became so hated, so quickly. I would also like to know why I am STILL so hated, once again simply for curiousity sake. Necer before has anyone ever outright hated me or treated me with the amount of disrespect as she/they had, and I’m wondering why that is. I completely understand that I was far from perfect over a year ago myself, but one could almost say that the circumstances of the time warranted such action.
I will most likely not take any action at all, and I will definitely report if that changes, but it does leave me with those questions. Is that wrong of me?
I think the right thing to do right now is to completely avoid the entire situation from both or all sides. This could open up a can of worms that could easily set me back over a year in regaining my own self esteem, and I don’t think I am in a position to have the time to deal with that right now.
More later!